Wednesday, June 10, 2026

Homily: The Second Sunday of Pentecost [June 7, 2026] All Saints, Beverly Hills

As an escape from all the dreadful news these days, this spring I have been revisiting some of my favorite 19th century novels, among them Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain. It is one of the funniest books ever written, and it also has some profoundly true things to say about American life and culture.

If you have read the novel, you will remember the scene in chapter 31 when Huckleberry begins to feel guilty about helping the runaway slave Jim escape into freedom. Everything in his Missouri upbringing has told Huck that slaves are property, and even though he loves Jim his conscience tells him that in freeing his friend he is robbing Jim’s owner, Miss Watson, of valuable property.

Huck decides to write a letter to Miss Watson telling her where she can locate Jim. But then his feelings for Jim—gratitude for the way Jim has served as his substitute father—begin to gnaw at him. Here is how Mark Twain describes the climactic moment, where Huck makes a decisive choice between law and love:

It was a close place. I took [the letter] up, and held it in my hand. I was a-trembling, because I’d got to decide, forever, betwixt two things, and I knowed it. I studied a minute, sort of holding my breath, and then says to myself:

“All right, then, I’ll go to hell”—and tore it up.

 

The late Henry Nash Smith, a great Mark Twain scholar, once called this incident an example of “A Sound Heart and a Deformed Conscience”. He argued that Huck’s dilemma demonstrates the fatal flaw in a society that can reconcile itself to the sin of slaveholding. The conscience—the internalized voice of society—tells Huck that freeing a slave is wrong. The heart—the center of reliable human emotions—tells him that his love for Jim transcends his obligation to Jim’s owner. In dramatizing this conflict between deformed conscience and sound heart, Mark Twain is voicing a truth that we also find in our Gospel this morning.

Today’s Gospel (Matthew 9:9-13, 18-26) gives us not one but three stories to think about, a kind of one-stop-shopping of Bible lore. In the first, Jesus calls the tax collector Matthew to follow him and then accepts his hospitality. In the second and third (called by scholars a “Markan sandwich because of the way it surrounds one story with the two halves of another one) Jesus restores a young girl to life while healing a woman suffering from a twelve-year hemorrhage.  In its own way, each of these stories tells us how the heart can be right when society is wrong. 

In Mark Twain’s America, slavery was the law and emancipation a crime. In Jesus’s day, consorting with collaborators, touching dead bodies, and being in the proximity of menstrual blood made one unclean. In all these cases, the rules turn out to be wrong and breaking them is the only way to do the right thing.

Let’s take each Gospel story in turn.

To understand the first story—the call of Matthew and Jesus’s accepting his hospitality—it helps to know that in Jesus’s day tax collectors were Jews who were serving the Roman Empire by extorting huge sums from the local populace. They were more like gangsters running a protection racket or, perhaps a better analogy, like concentration camp collaborators. They were not amiable IRS agents. The Roman Empire impoverished Palestinian Jews through taxes and the confiscation of food. Those who collected the taxes were understandably reviled.

Jesus’s willingness to dine with a man the Jews saw as a traitorous collaborator was not an endorsement of their behavior. But it was intended to be a signal that no one—not thieves, lepers, prostitutes, or even tax collectors—was beyond the reach of God’s mercy and forgiveness. After all, says Jesus, “I have come to call not the righteous but sinners.”

The second story tells of a leader of the synagogue whose daughter has just died. He asks that Jesus “come and lay your hand on her, and she will live”.  Jesus makes his way to the leader’s house, takes the girl by the hand, and she gets up alive. The crowd responds to Jesus’s actions in these first two stories by criticizing him (“Why does your teacher eat with tax collectors and sinners?”) and then by laughing when he says “The girl is not dead but sleeping.”

As with tax collectors, so with dead bodies there is a purity problem. Jewish law only allowed those who regularly dealt with death to touch or handle corpses. By taking the hand of a dead girl, Jesus puts himself at risk of ritual uncleanliness. This may not seem like a big deal to us, but the Bible comes from a pre-modern culture that did not understand hygiene as you and I do. Dead bodies were fraught with danger.

And that is why the third story—that of the woman with the hemorrhage—has a similar focus on uncleanliness. This woman is also considered unclean, and that is perhaps why she approaches Jesus from behind and only touches the fringe of his garment: she does not want to contaminate Jesus even by reputation. It is a sign of Jesus’s inclusive love that he turns to her and says, “Take heart, daughter; your faith has made you well.”

The legalistic bystanders who criticize Jesus’s actions are so intent on making a moral checklist that they have not even seen the people whom Jesus touches. These people—the tax collector, the synagogue leader, the bleeding woman—are desperate. They are suffering and they have nowhere else to turn. The Jesus they look to does not disappoint them. He realizes that mercy is more important than purity. He is a living embodiment of God’s faithfulness.

And that brings us back to Huckleberry Finn and his dilemma. Huck has a sound heart and a deformed conscience. He knows the right thing in his heart even though the world tells him that it is wrong. Like the three characters in today’s Gospel, Jim is desperate, and he can only turn to the boy Huck for help. And Huck himself is desperate, because he is caught between what his sound heart knows and his deformed conscience nags at him.

You and I are often in a similar predicament. Like Huck, we may be connected to someone who is desperate. Or, more to the point, we may be at our wits’ end, like Matthew or the woman or the leader ourselves. There are times in life when everything seems to go wrong and we feel that we have nowhere to turn. These moments come for everyone regardless of outward circumstances, and today’s Gospel stories are here to assure us that we are not, finally, alone, that there is one whose faithfulness embraces us even when we feel ourselves beyond it.

Sometimes it is hard to believe that the promise is for you, that you yourself are included in the group with whom Jesus will dine. We can think ourselves beyond the pale of God’s mercy. The point of this Gospel is not only that Jesus touches the three people in the story. The point is that God also reaches out to touch you, no matter who you are or what you think you have done. When Jesus says “I desire mercy not sacrifice” he is not kidding. This whole Christian enterprise is about acceptance, forgiveness, and love.

It is in moments like these that we need to hold on to God’s mercy and exert a bit of our own. Huck wrote his letter, thought better of it, and tore it up, thinking that his doing so was sending him to Hell. It turns out, of course, that this act of love, mercy, and justice sent him in precisely the other direction. What letter—about others or yourself--do you need to tear up and let go? What bad idea about your life do you need to say goodbye to? Earth will be heaven when we all learn to live as if God’s mercy towards us is real and act as though we believe it. The woman who touched the hem of Jesus’s garment reached out in faith and was saved. The same healing is on offer for each of us here, now, and today. Amen.

 

 

 

"Allegories of America" [Madres y Padres Paper] June 2, 2026

 Allegories of America

This year we celebrate the 250th anniversary of our nation. As an aid to reflection, I present this memorable photo of our Treasury Secretary introducing the proposed $250 bill featuring the face of our president. This about sums the state of our nation up.

Today’s paper is not one of those that has been percolating in my brain for a long time. Michael approached me after Clergy Conference to see if I would be a last-minute replacement, and feeling guilty about my recent non-attendance I impulsively said “yes”. It then occurred to me that I had nothing really to say. At least at first.

I went through the various options in my head. I could have talked about my nearly-completed term as priest-in-charge at All Saints, Beverly Hills. Because of the rough treatment they had dished out to the previous two priests I was worried that I was entering a hellhole. But it’s actually been quite pleasant. Of course, I’m old, I’m white, and I’m male. Even better, I don’t want the job. So we’ve treated each other pretty well, and I’ve had a good time.

I could have decided to talk about the grim spectacle of our gubernatorial election, but I decided not to do that either. This is the first time in my memory where I and all my close friends are voting for different Democratic candidates, thus splitting the votes on the left. I’m sure Governor Hilton will do a wonderful job.

So after a lot of rumination I decided to talk about a subject I both love and know something about: 19th century American literature. Some of you know that in the 1980’s I went to graduate school at UCLA (while I was also vicar of St. Aidan’s in Malibu) and received a Ph.D. in English, specializing in 19th century American literature. While my subject was Ralph Waldo Emerson, because I ended up teaching American literature at UCLA for several years after getting my degree, I worked up a lot of other 19th century texts in order to teach them. 

As I have worked hard this last year to avoid thinking about the current president, I have spent much of my free time rereading the three great American novels, all produced in the nineteenth century: The Scarlet Letter (1850), Moby-Dick (1851), and Adventures of Huckleberry Finn (1884). I taught each of these novels many times in the 1980s and 1990s, but my recent rereading of them has opened up new aspects of the novels I had not noticed before: each, in its own way, is an allegory of America. Each book offers not only a coherent fictional narrative but also a critique of a young nation that has gone seriously astray from its initial errand. What might they say to us now?

In approaching these novels—each one, in its own way, entitled to be called the “great American novel”—it is important to put them in their historical context. We all know the 19th century history of America in its broad outlines—the expansion and limitation of slavery, the Civil War, Reconstruction, the advent of Jim Crow, the reign of the robber barons—but each novel comes at a specific moment of national crisis which the text attempts to address. I won’t go too far down a rabbit hole here, but there are a couple of dates I would like to emphasize: 1850 and 1876.

Those of us who grew up in California should be familiar with the Compromise of 1850, the legislation that admitted California to the Union as a free state and, at the same time, enacted the odious Fugitive Slave Act, by which all Americans were obliged to turn in runaway slaves. While the compromise preserved the free/slave state equilibrium temporarily, it deeply offended northerners who were not even abolitionists. Its passage had a lot to do with solidifying northern opinion against the expansion of slavery in new territories.

The election of 1876 should feel familiar to those of us who endured the 2000 catastrophe. In 1876, Democrat Samuel Tilden received the majority of popular and electoral votes, but not quite enough to clinch the presidency. The Republicans, led by eventual winner Rutherford B. Hayes, agreed to take some electoral votes which belonged to Tilden in exchange for ending Reconstruction in the south. The result, of course, was the beginning of Jim Crow laws and the disempowerment of African Americans in southern states. 

Recent events in our own time have reinforced the importance of these two bad deals. The 1850 compromise did not stop agitation to admit new slave states, thus hastening rejection of Lincoln’s 1860 election and the Civil War itself. The 1876 compromise established legal segregation and the withholding of voting rights for southern Blacks, and we are learning all too clearly now how hard it is to reassert rights that have been taken away.

Both The Scarlet Letter and Moby Dick were written around the time of the 1850 compromise. Adventures of Huckleberry Finn was published 8 years after the Tilden-Hayes election, but Mark Twain began it around the time of Hayes’s victory and inauguration. My argument in this talk is not very original, but it is one we need to consider in a time when there is so much anxiety, fear, and grief over the depredations of the second Trump Administration. As horrible as the current president is, his hateful ideas and practices are nothing new in American history. Indeed, in 2018, Trump’s first term, the historian Jill Lepore wrote a one volume history of the US called These Truths, and its principal argument rehearsed many of  the hateful, racist, nativist, xenophobic moments in American history: there have always been haters in America. Trump is awful because he is, aside from Andrew Jackson, the only president in our history to bring all these hatreds into the White House. But the more you know about the Know Nothings, America First, Father Coughlin, and the German-American Bund, the more you understand that we have always been a divided and confused nation.

So let’s look, briefly, at each of these three great American novels to see how they diagnose our problem, and how we might look to them for some hopeful answers in a dark time.

Nathaniel Hawthorne set The Scarlet Letter in the earliest days of the 17th century Massachusetts Bay Colony. It tells the story of Hester Prynne, who is branded with the scarlet A (for Adultery) after she gives birth to an illegitimate child. She is married, but her husband is known to be in England. So the child is proof of colonial fornication.

We soon learn that the young, personable minister Arthur Dimmesdale is the father of the child and that he does not have the courage to come forward and acknowledge his fatherhood. Hester’s husband, Roger Chillingworth arrives, discovers the secret, and torments Dimmesdale to an untimely death.

There are a million things to say about this wonderful novel which I just reread last month. For our purposes I want to single out two.

First, the novel begins with a fifty-page story called “The Custom House”, which purports to be a narrative of how the author came across the embroidered A deep in the Salem Custom House files. Hawthorne actually worked in the Salem Custom House as a political appointee in the Franklin Pierce administration until he was turned out when the next government came in. In the early part of the essay he gives a visual description of the house itself, one I believe to be allegorically charged: 

 

In my native town of Salem . . . stands a spacious edifice of brick. From the loftiest point of its roof, during precisely three and a half hours of each forenoon, floats or droops, in breeze or calm, the banner of the republic; but with the thirteen stripes turned vertically, instead of horizontally, and thus indicating that a civil, and not a military post of Uncle Sam’s government is here established. Its front is ornamented with a portico of half a dozen wooden pillars, supporting a balcony, beneath which a flight of wide granite steps descends towards the street. Over the entrance hovers an enormous specimen of the American eagle, with outspread wings, a shield before her breast, and, if I recollect aright, a bunch of intermingled thunderbolts and barbed arrows in each claw. With the customary infirmity of temper that characterizes this unhappy fowl, she appears, by the fierceness of her beak and eye, and the general truculency of her attitude, to threaten mischief to the inoffensive community; and especially to warn all citizens, careful of their safety, against intruding on the premises which she overshadows with her wings. Nevertheless, vixenly as she looks, many people are seeking, at this very moment, to shelter themselves under the wing of the federal eagle; imagining, I presume, that her bosom has all the softness and snugness of an eider-down pillow. But she has no great tenderness, even in her best of moods, and, sooner or later,—oftener soon than late,—is apt to fling off her nestlings, with a scratch of her claw, a dab of her beak, or a rankling wound from her barbed arrows.

 

Note the visual details in this description of the Salem Custom House: the flag flies vertically above the building, on which stands a gigantic American eagle. But the eagle, poised with her arrows, is perched not only to repel invaders; she is ready to turn those weapons on her own people, or as he calls them “nestlings”. The first point Hawthorne makes here involves the fragile nature of life in America. The government is established to protect its people, but it can quickly turn its mighty power against them. Andrew Jackson had his trail of tears. Donald Trump has ICE.

The Massachusetts Bay Puritans turned their government against Hester Prynne. A second observation on The Scarlet Letter involves the way it questions our nation’s earliest founding mythology. I don’t know about you, but when I went to elementary school we called them “The Pilgrims”, and made them sound like a well-meaning bunch of Christians who came here seeking religious freedom. But as Hawthorne knew well, the Puritans were a bunch of theocrats who used Calvinism to impose build a new Geneva in the New World. By applying civil penalties to human sin they not only brought the full force of the state down on their people; they also demonstrated confusion about the relative importance of thought and feeling. As the novel proceeds, we note the great irony: the so-called moral “believers”—the governor and Chillingworth—use their moral high ground in the service of cruelty. The ones labeled “immoral”—Hester, her daughter Pearl, and Dimmesdale—actually act out of kindness and love. There may be a fair dose of early Romantic wishful thinking about the true nature of love here, but it should not blind us to the reality that American power is always ready to use lofty principles in the service of its own power and control. The Scarlet Letter is an allegory of American cruelty. We use the government against ourselves and we punish those who question our values. It is not lost on us that the “adulteress” is the most moral person in the book, while the up-and-coming minister, who finally does the right thing by acknowledging lover and child, is a moral coward and a fraud. He is none the less popular for being so. As a book written in New England around the time of the Fugitive Slave Law, The Scarlet Letter reminds its audience that we are a nation founded on hypocrisy and always ready to make a big mistake.

Herman Melville’s great novel, Moby Dick, was written around the same time as The Scarlet Letter, though it had such a poor reception that it wasn’t actually rediscovered until the 1920s. It has had much more influence on 20th century American culture than it had on that of the 19th. 

There is so much going on in Moby Dick—it’s a treatise on whaling, a meditation on good and evil, a discourse on 19th century philosophy—that I will not do it any kind of justice at all. I reread it earlier this year. I had read it twice previously—in college in the 1960s and in graduate school in the 1980s, and I have to confess that I was daunted by it both times and skipped all the “Cetology” chapters about the business of whales and whaling. This time for some reason I found it easy going, cetology chapters and all. 

There is much Melville says about America over the course of the novel. He critiques racism in the character of Queequeg, the south sea islander who befriends the narrator Ishmael and is, like Hester in The Scarlet Letter or Jim in Adventures of Huckleberry Finn the best person in the book. There is also the description of whaling and the implication that the 19th century world Industrial Revolution is powered by the rape of nature—coal, of course in England, and whale oil in America. You can’t read this book without realizing that our entire economy depends on the destruction of irreplaceable natural resources.

But it is in the character of Ahab, captain of the Pequod, that we see the tendency of American culture to grant power to narcissistic psychopaths. You may remember that Ahab was a standard-issue whaling captain until the white whale, Moby Dick, bit off his leg. Since that event, Ahab has been on what we today might call a “revenge tour”, chasing around the world to settle scores with the whale who done him wrong.

Remembering that Moby Dick was written in 1850/51, we should notice two things appropriate to that historical moment.

First, the novel looks backward, I think, to the presidency of Andrew Jackson, a hateful demagogue and populist who decimated the Native American population by the Trail of Tears. He was also an economic populist who promised greater prosperity but basically enriched only himself. There is a memorable scene in which Ahab nails a gold doubloon to the mast and promises it to the first sailor who sights Moby Dick. Very late in the novel, he awards the doubloon to himself.

If you are thinking of Donald Trump at this point, you shouldn’t be alone. Ahab, like Trump, is not only narcissistic and psychopathic; he is solipsistic, a man who is entirely engaged only with himself. He takes the Pequod and its crew on a revenge tour around the world, undertaking an errand that eventually leads to the ship’s destruction and everyone’s death. Melville had been a sailor himself, and he knew self-serving autocracy on board ship when he saw it. He also, I believe, was aware of the danger faced by a nation under the sway of a demagogic, narcissistic leader.

So there is the solipsistic captain/president. But, second, there is also the nation itself. As you listen to this excerpt from the last chapter of the book, please remember the metaphor in common use in the 19th century, the “Ship of State”:

 

“Great God, where is the ship?” Soon they through dim, bewildering mediums saw her sidelong fading phantom, as in the gaseous Fata Morgana; only the uppermost masts out of water; while fixed by infatuation, or fidelity, or fate, to their once lofty perches, the pagan harpooneers still maintained their sinking lookouts on the sea. And now, concentric circles seized the lone boat itself, and all its crew, and each floating oar, and every lance-pole, and spinning, animate and inanimate, all round and round in one vortex, carried the smallest chip of the Pequod out of sight.

But as the last whelmings intermixingly poured themselves over the sunken head of the Indian at the mainmast, leaving a few inches of the erect spar yet visible, together with long streaming yards of the flag, which calmly undulated, with ironical coincidings, over the destroying billows they almost touched;—at that instant, a red arm and a hammer hovered backwardly uplifted in the open air, in the act of nailing the flag faster and yet faster to the subsiding spar. A sky-hawk that tauntingly had followed the main-truck downwards from its natural home among the stars, pecking at the flag, and incommoding Tashtego there; this bird now chanced to intercept its broad fluttering wing between the hammer and the wood; and simultaneously feeling that etherial thrill, the submerged savage beneath, in his death-gasp, kept his hammer frozen there; and so the bird of heaven, with archangelic shrieks, and his imperial beak thrust upwards, and his whole captive form folded in the flag of Ahab, went down with his ship, which, like Satan, would not sink to hell till she had dragged a living part of heaven along with her, and helmeted herself with it.

Now small fowls flew screaming over the yet yawning gulf; a sullen white surf beat against its steep sides; then all collapsed, and the great shroud of the sea rolled on as it rolled five thousand years ago.

 

As the Pequod sinks, the flag waves proudly (if ironically) on a doomed ship. In the same way Trump hugs the American flag, Ahab flies it proudly on the vessel he is taking down. The Pequod, led by a madman, is doomed. It flies the flag of a pre-Civil War America which has just passed a compromised pair of laws that will destroy it the way Ahab killed the Pequod.

Hawthorne and Melville are both writers interested in spirituality and the interior life. Both of them see America’s crisis as a theological one. For Hawthorne, we’re all a bunch of Pharisees who don’t recognize Christ figures when they see them. For Melville, the white whale represents both spotless goodness and the empty void of pure evil. For both writers, America is a Custom House or a whaling ship which gathers a human community in search of the good but often ruled by unconscious deeper passions. For Mark Twain, America’s crisis is rooted in its Romantic mythologies.

I have never taught The Scarlet Letter or Moby Dick, but Adventures of Huckleberry Finn was a staple in the American lit courses I taught at UCLA in the 1980s and 1990s. It’s a fun but challenging book to teach. I still laugh out loud at some of the gags in the novel, but the persistent use of the “N-word” makes it deeply offensive to many students. As a result, the book is dropping out of the standard curriculum, and that is understandable but sad. It has so much to tell us about the state of things in America both then and now.

For me the best place to start is with Mark Twain’s consistent ridiculing of Romantic ideas of chivalry and adventure. If you remember the beginning of the novel, Tom Sawyer constantly insists that they play games according to the rules set out in Alexandre Dumas’s novel The Count of Monte Cristo. And late in the novel (in the puzzling final chapters where they cruelly lock Jim up in a shed) Tom’s adventure book hysteria returns in a particularly ugly way.

To me, though, the most interesting example of misplaced American mythology comes in chapters 12 and 13 when Huck boards a shipwrecked steamboat called the Walter Scott, named after the novelist whose romances, especially Ivanhoe, led southern readers to describe themselves as “cavaliers” living according to codes of honor and chivalry. Soon after the Walter Scott episode, Huck lands himself in the middle of a feud between the Grangerfords and the Shepherdsons with tragic results all around. Mark Twain believed that Walter Scott and the Romantic novels led the American southerners to develop a mythology about themselves that led them into the Civil War. They actually seemed to believe that they were defending a chivalrous way of life rather than refusing to give up slavery.

One of the delights of reading Adventures of Huckleberry Finn consists in watching Mark Twain make fun of American (particularly southern) culture. He describes the middle-class furnishings and lugubrious paintings in the Grangerford house with undisguised contemptuous glee. And over the course of Huck’s and Jim’s adventures he exposes an American prurience for excitement and sensation. In the small Mississippi River towns bored men set dogs on fire to amuse themselves. People crowd into a drugstore to watch a man die from gunshot wounds. Those wonderful frauds, the king and the duke, work their con games in revival meetings and theaters because people will do almost anything to escape the boredom of day-to-day life. 

The major issue, of course, in Adventures of Huckleberry Finn is the moral problem of slavery. Huck is a product of slave state culture, and as he rafts down the river with Jim he begins to feel guilty that he is helping an escaped slave go free. His conscience so bothers him that he plans to turn Jim in. But then Huck comes up against the reality of Jim’s love and care for him, and this throws him into a crisis:

I felt good and all washed clean of sin for the first time I had ever felt so in my life, and I knowed I could pray now. But I didn’t do it straight off, but laid the paper down and set there thinking—thinking how good it was all this happened so, and how near I come to being lost and going to hell. And went on thinking. And got to thinking over our trip down the river; and I see Jim before me all the time: in the day and in the night-time, sometimes moonlight, sometimes storms, and we a-floating along, talking and singing and laughing. But somehow I couldn’t seem to strike no places to harden me against him, but only the other kind. I’d see him standing my watch on top of his’n, ’stead of calling me, so I could go on sleeping; and see him how glad he was when I come back out of the fog; and when I come to him again in the swamp, up there where the feud was; and such-like times; and would always call me honey, and pet me and do everything he could think of for me, and how good he always was; and at last I struck the time I saved him by telling the men we had small-pox aboard, and he was so grateful, and said I was the best friend old Jim ever had in the world, and the only one he’s got now; and then I happened to look around and see that paper.

It was a close place. I took it up, and held it in my hand. I was a-trembling, because I’d got to decide, forever, betwixt two things, and I knowed it. I studied a minute, sort of holding my breath, and then says to myself:

“All right, then, I’ll go to hell”—and tore it up. (Chapter 31)

 

 

My college teacher Henry Nash Smith wrote an article about this episode: “A Sound Heart and a Deformed Conscience”. Huck feels towards Jim as he would toward a father, yet he has internalized the oppressive logic of slavery. Finally his heart wins out and he does not turn Jim in. But, like Hester and Dimmesdale in Puritan Boston, his loyalty to what his heart tells him puts him at odds with prevailing social codes. Conventional wisdom may be conventional, but it is rarely wise.

If Hawthorne sees America as a place which has its beginnings in a false kind of theological exceptionalism, and if Melville sees America as a nation fundamentally vulnerable to demagogues, Mark Twain knows that America is fatally damaged by the original sin of racism. A culture that thinks one group of people superior to another, a culture that believes that human beings can be bought and sold as property, such a culture is in a sense fatally flawed. I became a Christian in the 1960s, largely because of the Civil Rights movement. For a long time I believed that we had made significant progress in racial justice. Given the overt racism of the Trump Administrations over the past decade, I no longer believe that. 

One of the theologians I read extensively in seminary and still think about was Reinhold Niebuhr. In The Irony of American History (1952) he said this:

 

Our age is involved in irony because so many dreams of our nation have been so cruelly refuted by history. Every nation has its own form of spiritual pride…. Our version is that our nation turned its back upon the vices of Europe and made a new beginning. We are mystified by the endless complexities of human motives and the varied compounds of ethnic loyalties, cultural traditions, social hopes, envies and fears…which lie at the foundation of our political cohesion. 

 

            As America celebrates its 250th anniversary, it is tempting to bewail the failure of our national errand. Faced with what Niebuhr calls the irony of our history—the seemingly unbridgeable distance between the loftiness of our aspirations and the seediness of our performance—it is tempting to proclaim the experiment a failure and to throw up our hands in despair.

            As Jill Lepore wrote in These Truths in 2018, “The past is an inheritance, a gift and a burden. It can’t be shirked. You carry it everywhere. There’s nothing for it but to get to know it.” As disgusted as we might be by the current state of things in America, we should not delude ourselves by wishfully thinking that Trump represents something new. He is if anything a copycat, distilling all the worst features of longstanding trends in our history into one convenient location. He is one-stop shopping for the dark side of our national nature.

            And we Christians should remember that it is always dangerous when followers of Jesus become Romantic about nation states. Followers of Jesus were not at home in Rome, and we are not really at home here, either. Niebuhr reminded us that we hope for a consummation not within but outside of history. The allegories of America instruct us in the folly of hoping that any political organization will satisfy all our needs for identity and meaning. At best, a nation is a way of organizing our civic life and does what it can to promote human dignity. For anything more than that, we find our identity in the cross and not the flag. As the author of Hebrews puts it, 

All of these died in faith without having received the promises, but from a distance they saw and greeted them. They confessed that they were strangers and foreigners on the earth, for people who speak in this way make it clear that they are seeking a homeland. If they had been thinking of the land that they had left behind, they would have had opportunity to return. But as it is, they desire a better homeland, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God; indeed, he has prepared a city for them. (Hebrews 11)

 

Even in its better days, America never quite resembled the city prepared for us. It resembles our better country in its aspirations, but every so often a charlatan comes along promoting triumphal arches, golden ballrooms, and bespoke currency. Our three fictional allegories remind us that, while our dream and promise can be noble, we have always had a hard time living into them. That is why we who follow Jesus do not ultimately despair. We know about irony, the distance between the actual and the ideal. We know that sin is real and so is hope. And it is in hope that we, together, accept the irony and nevertheless persist in seeking to make the city we inhabit look more and more like the one prepared for us.

Homily: Ascension Day Observed [May 17, 2026] All Saints, Beverly Hills


Whenever I think about Ascension Day, which we observe this morning, I remember my home parish, the Church of the Ascension in Tujunga. That parish closed in the 1980s—it couldn’t adapt to the realities of a changing neighborhood— but it was the place I first encountered the Episcopal Church and was baptized there at age 19 when I was home from college for the summer.

I came into that parish through their theater group which rehearsed and performed in the adjacent parish hall. I still remember my shock on first entering the church building itself and seeing the enormous mural of the Ascension painted on the wall behind the altar. The painting depicted a larger-than-life-sized Jesus rising in the air, with amazed disciples at the corners looking on. The rector at the time noticed my astonishment and remarked, “Try not to think of the altar as a trampoline.”



The rector’s jibe underscores a problem I had for many years with Ascension Day. We no longer picture heaven up above us, hell below us, and a flat earth in the middle, so for a 21st century Bible reader to understand the Ascension without picturing Jesus being beamed up to the stratosphere like Captain Kirk to the Enterprise means to think about this event in mystical, non-physical terms. Ascension Day asserts that Jesus goes from this world to another one and his journey is a return to the source of his being, the Father. The earliest Christians talked about the Ascension in almost magical language, but in our terms he is simply going home. He has been with us for a while, and now he is going back. In the process, he has transformed us and our world.

I think my earlier resistance to Ascension Day derived from the difficulty I used to have with mysticism in general. I was—I don’t know quite how to put this—in my younger days a kind of flat-footed Christian. It was Jesus’s teachings, parables, and resistance to oppression that initially drew me to him. I could take or leave the healing stories, the walking on water, questions of bodily resurrection and virgin birth. Jesus was for me a moral champion, and I didn’t much trouble myself with questions that exceeded my imaginative capacity.

I no longer have the Ascension Day qualms that used to trouble me. What changed? What changed, of course, was decades of life on planet earth. Years of living wear away the smug assurances of youth. The longer I lived the more I experienced life in all of its joy, sorrow, and mystery. I got married, became a father, and worked in the church, sitting with people who experienced all the wonder and tragedy that life can offer. It wasn’t so much that my faith changed as it was that I became increasingly aware of my own particularity. Who was I to discount someone else’s experience of the divine? Ascension Day is our tradition’s way of realizing that the earthly Jesus is no longer present. He may be physically gone, but he is with us in a new, and yes mystical, way.

In the timeline of Luke’s Gospel, the Ascension takes place 40 days after Easter. Pentecost, the coming of the Spirit, occurs 10 days after that. The theologian Karl Barth called this period between Ascension and Pentecost the “significant pause” in the action. For me it has always seemed emblematic of the Christian life. We have known Jesus’s earthly presence. We await his return. What are we supposed to do in the meantime?

I want to share with you a quote from one of my favorite passages in scripture, the 11th chapter of the Letter to the Hebrews. The author lists all the great Hebrew patriarchs who have gone before us—a group he will subsequently call a “cloud of witnesses”. 

13These all died in faith, not having received what was promised, but having seen it and greeted it from afar, and having acknowledged that they were strangers and exiles on the earth. . .16But as it is, they desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for he has prepared for them a city. [Hebrews 11:13-16]

“They desire a better country, that is, a heavenly one.” Just as the Israelites were never at home in Egypt or in Babylon, just as the early Christians were not at home in the Roman Empire, so all of us who love God and follow Jesus are never quite at home in the world we inhabit. That’s one of the reasons the church has always found itself uncomfortable with cultures and governments all through time and history. Most nation states cannot help but act like Egypt, Babylon, and Rome. The earliest Christians were persecuted because they refused to worship Caesar as a god. They acknowledged allegiance to someone else, the God they knew in Jesus. And that was a crime.

Whether you believe in the literal passage of Jesus into the clouds or not, Ascension Day offers you some deeply mystical good news. How many times in your life have you felt yourself a “stranger and exile”? It is a struggle for any sensitive, thoughtful, compassionate person to get through childhood, let alone the rest of life. The Ascension of Jesus is really shorthand for a process we can only talk about in figures and images. God has been taken up into the divine life of God. And he has taken us there with him. You are in God and God is in you in a new way we could not even imagine before. You may never feel you quite fit here, but there is a place you belong. The world’s bullies will continue to oppress, but you are no longer under their power. You are a citizen of that better country, the heavenly one the author of Hebrews describes.

When Jesus returns to his Father in the feast of the Ascension, he is gone, and we are changed. Jesus has been glorified, but so have we. The world, which is always confused about ultimate values, does not understand the kind of glory that Jesus shares with his followers. The world thinks that glory is all about power, success, affluence. The glory that Jesus shares with us is a glory founded on acceptance of our true identity in Jesus. We live in two worlds but belong to one. And it is our heavenly citizenship that enables us to live abundantly in the earthly country where we will always know ourselves to be strangers.

            I wish back in the 1960s I had looked at that larger-than-life mural of Jesus ascending a little less sarcastically and a lot more receptively than I did. What I should have seen there was an artist’s mystical attempt to capture the meaning of a new life in which God calls me to accept both myself and you as blessed creatures showing forth the image of God. The truth today is that Jesus’s glory is now your glory, and you accept and live it out most fully when we all gather at this table and give thanks that all we are all called simply and finally to be ourselves. Amen.

 

 

Homily: The Fifth Sunday of Easter [May 3, 2026] All Saints, Beverly Hills

 Gary Hall

All Saints, Beverly Hills

May 3, 2026 [5 Easter]

 

When I announced my retirement from Washington National Cathedral in 2016, people started asking me what I was going to do next. Having no real idea, I began telling them that I planned to start what I was calling the “Gary Hall Institute” or, in shorthand, the “GHI”. This, of course, was a joke, and I began posting pictures of dilapidated buildings on Facebook with captions like “Future Home of the Gary Hall Institute”.  I even came up with a couple of slogans. My first, and favorite was: The Gary Hall Institute, where Excellence is Outstanding. The second is a particular favorite of Bishop Taylor’s: The Gary Hall Institute, applying today’s solutions to tomorrow’s problems.

Though this was all in fun, for some people it was a little too convincing. A couple of friends wrote me during this period to tell me that they had looked up the GHI online to make a donation and couldn’t find it anywhere. Could they send me a check?

So I found myself a leader without a movement. In these Sundays after Easter, we find a group of disciples longing for a leader. How’s that for a segue?

 

Because I have talked mostly about the Gospel readings each Sunday in Easter season, I haven’t said anything about the weekly Acts readings, but they tell a compelling story. Week after week we discover this new Christian community becoming empowered to do the works Jesus performed—especially healing. On this fifth Sunday we discover that this new community also encounters the same kind of resistance that Jesus did. Today we hear about the stoning of Stephen, the first Christian martyr: “Then they dragged him out of the city and began to stone him.” Just as the people had turned on Jesus, so they now begin to attack his followers.

This incident reminds us that you and I continue the work of Jesus in the world and we should be surprised by neither the grace we experience nor by the resistance we encounter. It is Jesus himself who says this in today’s Gospel: 

Very truly, I tell you, the one who believes in me will also do the works that I do and, in fact, will do greater works than these, because I am going to the Father.

In life, Jesus taught, healed, and forgave. His resurrection has now transferred those ministries to us, his followers. None of us individually but all of us together are Jesus in the here and now. That is why our behavior, our standards, the way we treat each other matters. Jesus’s reputation is tied up with you and me. The world will find him credible to the extent that it finds us credible.

This deepened understanding of the holiness of our calling sets the stage for what Jesus says to his companions in the 14th chapter of John’s Gospel. “In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places.” “I am the way, and the truth, and the life.” These are lines we regularly hear read at funerals. They speak powerfully to our hopes about life beyond death with God in Christ. But they also speak directly to us about our lives with God and each other now.

Most of us talk about our spiritual journeys as if they are something we ourselves have undertaken. “I started out in one place, went to another, and ended up here.” When Jesus calls himself “the way” he’s reminding us of how those journeys actually work. God is the author our spiritual journeys. It is God who is doing the work, not us. We were lost, and God came to find us. God comes toward us first in Jesus and now in the church. That’s what Jesus means when he calls himself the way, the truth, and the life.

But even if God is the prime actor in our spiritual journeys, you and I still have work to do. I remember hearing a poet address an audience on the subject of keeping regular work hours. “If you expect the Muse to find you,” she said, “it’s a good idea to show up regularly at a time and place where you can be found.” The same might be said of the spiritual life. People who call themselves “spiritual but not religious” are probably neither. The rites and rituals we Christians and other people of faith have developed—prayer, Bible reading, going to church—are not efforts to get God’s attention; they are God’s methods to get ours. Spirituality is really about paying attention, and it is we, not God, who have trouble focusing. If you want to be open to what God is doing in your life, you have to put yourself regularly in a place where you can attend to what God, who speaks to us most authentically in Word and Sacrament, might have to say. Going for a walk on the golf course or in the woods is a fine thing to do, but it is not anything like a serious way to be spiritual.

The same can be said of Jesus’s remark about the “many dwelling places”. The Christian life is certainly one of action, but it is also a life of rest. Here and elsewhere in John’s Gospel, Jesus uses the word we translate, “abide”. Following Jesus means not only doing good works in his name. It also means abiding, resting, dwelling in the assurance of his love. Running around doing charitable deeds in a kind of workaholic frenzy is not really living the Christian life. We’re not doing it fully if we we’re not also abiding, dwelling, resting in God’s love.

As the Easter season draws to a close, we are nearing a couple of big events in the life of Jesus and his community. On Ascension Day, May 14th, the 40th day after Easter, Jesus ascends to the Father. On Pentecost, 10 days later, the Holy Spirit arrives. It is important for us to put ourselves in the place of Jesus’s earthly companions, the ones who first lost Jesus on Good Friday, then got him back at Easter, and have now spent these succeeding weeks basking in his presence. As Jesus reminds them and us this week and next, he will soon return to the source of his and our being. With his forthcoming absence, what will become of us? The answer arrives in a dramatic way at Pentecost: God’s journey towards us is completed as God’s spirit now permanently resides in and among us.

Jesus is soon to be drawn back up into God’s divine life, as one day we will also be. God and Christ are giving God’s abiding spirit to you and me so we may become the living body of Christ in the world. Yes, Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. He is the way God and we meet each other. He is the truth, the human face of God and the divine face of humanity. He is the life, the one who has prepared a dwelling place for us where together we do and will abide. Jesus is among us now and calls to live eternally in his presence. 

I’m sorry to say that the church is not the Gary Hall Institute. Neither is it the Andy Barnett or Carol Anderson Institute. The church is the living body of Christ alive and at work in the world. And you are a precious, vital, and beloved member of it today and always. Amen

Homily: The Fourth Sunday of Easter [April 26, 2026] All Saints, Beverly Hills


 

Before I came to All Saints last December I was engaged in a long-term personal project: reading, in order, the novels of Thomas Hardy. As if actual reality was not dystopian enough, I had to augment it with stories of rural English men and women enduring unspeakable tragedies. Go figure

My most recent Hardy novel is Far from the Madding Crowd, the story of sheep farmer Gabriel Oak and the trials he goes through not only tending his flock but also in courting the beautiful but willful Bathsheba Everdene. 

If you have read the book or seen the movie, you will remember the awful scene described in a chapter called “A Pastoral Tragedy” in which a young sheepdog leads a flock of sheep to jump from a precipice and fall to their deaths. In Hardy’s words, as Gabriel Oak surveys the damage, 

A horrible conviction darted through Oak. With a sensation of bodily faintness he advanced: at one point the rails were broken through, and there he saw the footprints of his ewes. . . .The ewes lay dead and dying at its [the precipice] foot—a heap of two hundred mangled carcasses, representing in their condition just now at least two hundred more.

 

In other words: Gabriel Oak had lost 200 pregnant ewes, representing a total loss of 400 sheep. He was ruined.

 

I recount this story not simply to bum you out but rather to put this morning’s Gospel into context. When we call Jesus the “Good Shepherd”, as we do on this Good Shepherd Sunday, or when Jesus calls himself the “gate for the sheep” as he does today, we need to hear those titles as they refer to the lives of actual shepherds and sheep. In the church we tend to put this pastoral imagery into stained glass and see all this pastoral stuff as merely picturesque. But when Jesus talks about it he is using metaphors drawn from the daily life of his audience. Sheep were both precious and vulnerable. In Hardy’s episode they follow a canine leader with dubious credentials. The result is a calamity for all concerned.

 

In today’s Gospel [John 10:1-10] Jesus says this:

 

            Very truly, I tell you, I am the gate for the sheep. All who came                                 before me are thieves and bandits; but the sheep did not listen to                          them. I am the gate. Whoever enters by me will be saved, and will                           come in and go out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal                           and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life, and have it                          abundantly.

Now this is not the Gospel passage where Jesus says, “I am the Good Shepherd”. This is the one where he calls himself “the gate for the sheep”. Why on earth does Jesus compare himself to a gate? Even our Gospel writer acknowledges the weirdness of this metaphor: “Jesus used this figure of speech with them, but they did not understand what he was saying to them.”

Now I don’t really claim to understand this curious saying all that well either. But I think it might be helpful to locate this passage more precisely in the arc of John’s Gospel. Today’s reading is a bit out of sequence. It comes immediately after the episode we read several weeks ago about the healing of a man born blind. In that story the Pharisees turn not only on Jesus but on the man he has healed. John’s audience knew that there were real adversaries out there. So, following on that story, today’s passage wants to say something about how the new, Christian community can survive in a dangerous world.

That prior story helps us understand where todays  talk of “thieves and bandits” comes from.  As Jesus says, 

            Very truly, I tell you, anyone who does not enter the sheepfold by                            the gate but climbs in by another way is a thief and a bandit. The                         one who enters by the gate is the shepherd of the sheep. . .                 .           I am the gate. Whoever enters by me will be saved, and will come in   and go out and find pasture. The thief comes only to steal and kill                                     and destroy. I came that they may have life, and have it                                              abundantly.”

This, of course, is figurative language. Jesus is not literally calling himself a gate. He is comparing himself to one. Gates have certain characteristics. They move in two directions. They are a way into and a way out of an enclosed area.  They are also part of a fence or a wall. So, however you think about the fence, the wall, and the enclosed area where the sheep are kept, the gate is fundamental to the whole security system.

Jesus’s use of the figure of a gate to describe himself invites two thoughts, one about him and one about us.

First, if Jesus is the gate (or, as he calls himself later in John, “the way”) that means that Jesus is central to the whole program. We Christians do not believe in a fuzzy, gaseous, abstract notion of God. We believe in a specific God, one whom we meet in the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus. If we want to know what God is like, we have only to look at Jesus. Jesus was loving, compassionate, and kind. Jesus healed and fed people. He challenged both religious hypocrisy and social injustice. To say that Jesus is the “gate” or the “way” is not to say, as some do, that you can’t be saved unless you say that Jesus is Lord. It is to say that if you presume to talk about God in ways that don’t reflect the example and values of Jesus, then you’re not talking about God at all, just some projection of your own fantasies and resentmets. As Christians, we have to ground our God talk in the reality of who Jesus was and what he stood for. Any ideology that substitutes its own values for those of God in Jesus is at best false, and at worse pernicious.

Second, if Jesus is the gate, then we are the “sheep” in the enclosure. His language about thieves and bandits is there to remind us both of our vulnerability and of the lengths he will go to protect us. Our world, like his, is full of dangerous people and bad ideas. Jesus’s point here is not to say that those don’t exist. It is to say that they are ultimately powerless over us. We are under the protection of the one who calls himself our gate, our shepherd, our way.  Certainly, life can be painful, but it is not ultimately tragic. We, those we love, and our world can and will endure the attacks of thieves and bandits because we are in the embrace of the One who calls himself the gate for the sheep. Nothing--not even death--can overwhelm God’s loving purpose for us. Jesus, our gate, keeps them out and keeps us in. Like sheep to a shepherd, we are in the care of One who knows us, loves us, and fences us in.

If you remember Far from the Madding Crowd, you’ll recall that in the end Gabriel Oak not only gets Bathsheba Everdene; he also gets a lot more sheep than he lost in the first place. Happy endings in Hardy’s novels happen rarely; in everyday reality they occur only on occasion; but in Jesus’s kingdom they par for the course. God is God and we are safe. And that’s the way things are. Amen.