In the 1980s I served as vicar of St. Aidan’s Church in Malibu—hey, somebody had to be there—right across the PCH from Paradise Cove. I was also in graduate school at UCLA. Along with a group of energetic parishioners and some faculty friends I organized a monthly after-church hike in one of the many Santa Monica Mountains parks adjacent to Malibu. A group of us parishioners would gather after church, changing into our copious Patagonia/REI/L.L. Bean gear, and head off to conquer the wilderness.
The hike I remember best was in Point Mugu State Park, on the trail called La Jolla Valley Loop, a 6.7 mile walk with an elevation gain of 1,568 feet. As we disembarked from our cars, laden with sun hats, walking sticks, daypacks, and hiking boots, a familiar parishioner’s car pulled up. It was a convertible driven by our church treasurer, a man named Tony, who said he had impulsively decided to join us at the last minute. As he emerged from the car, we could see he was sporting only swimming trunks, a polo shirt, and Gucci loafers with no socks.
I remember advising Tony that he might a bit unprepared for a 7-mile hike over rocky trails. He scoffed, saying he’d done longer walks than this a million times. We set off, and, sure enough, after about a half hour of walking on the rocky trails in his loafers, Tony developed cramps and blisters and had to turn back.
The rest of us persevered, but after we had walked seemingly for hours, we realized that we were seeing the same scenery over and over again. My wife Kathy grabbed the map from me and figured that we were walking in a circle. “There’s three Ph.D.s on this hike,” she said, “and it took a simple librarian to find a way out.”
We kept walking, finally now in the right direction, but we eventually began to run low on water. As we walked single-file on a narrow ledge, Kathy remarked, “If one of you Einsteins goes over the side, remember to throw up your canteen on the way down.”
Today’s Gospel [Matthew 4: 1-11] tells us another outdoor story, this one of Jesus being “led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil”. Jesus’s journey into the wild is no camping trip. Today we tend to think of the wilderness as a place to go and unwind; in our hyper-urban lives we see nature as friendly. In the ancient world, the wilderness was a dangerous, frightening place--literally chaos, a zone without order, patrolled by wild beasts. Jesus is not on an Outward Bound experience. He is in for a time of testing and trial. This is a matter of life and death.
Jesus goes to the desert mountain so he can fast for 40 days and 40 nights, numbers that remind us of Noah’s time in the Ark and Moses’s wanderings in the desert. And just as the patriarchs were tested in nature (Noah by too much water, Moses by too little) Jesus meets the one Matthew calls “the tempter”. Much has been said about the possible identity of this tempter. Is he literally “the devil”, or, as in the Book of Job, is he more of an accuser who is an agent of God’s plan? In some sense it doesn’t really matter, because the story’s focus is on who Jesus is and what he is going to do.
The three temptations on offer—turning stones into bread, testing God by throwing yourself into midair, holding unlimited worldly power in exchange for serving evil—these temptations represent pitfalls any leader (especially a religious leader) will have to consider. We often confuse personal charisma for spiritual depth. People didn’t follow Jesus necessarily because he was handsome, charming, or funny. They followed him because he radiated truth.
The exchange between Jesus and the tempter becomes a kind of scriptural Battle of-the Bands. In each interchange Jesus responds to the temptation by quoting the Bible. (“One does not live by bread alone, but by every word that comes from the mouth of God,” “Do not put the Lord your God to the test.”) After the first two tries, the devil finally gets it and tries using scripture himself:
“He will command his angels concerning you,”
and “On their hands they will bear you up,
so that you will not dash your foot against a stone.”
To which Jesus replies, “Worship the Lord your God, and serve only him.” It seems that scripture can be used (or misused) to support any argument. What is important here is that Jesus does not fall for the tempter’s appeal. Scripture is often the veneer behind which selfishness hides. Each of the temptations involves power, the permission to use God’s gifts to serve only oneself. The tempter is betting that Jesus will opt for self-aggrandizement. Jesus responds not only with better Bible verses, but with selfless love. And love is always the thing which will send the devil packing.
This wilderness encounter with evil takes place at the very beginning of Jesus’s ministry. He has just been baptized by John. From here he will go about the country preaching, teaching, and healing. The question posed at the outset of his work is the question each of us faces, not only in Lent but as we make our ways in the worlds of family, work, and community. Are we going to use God’s gifts to serve ourselves, or are we going to use them to heal the world?
There are some perverse forms of Christianity that see material prosperity, personal success, and even national glory as evidence of God’s favor and blessing. These traditions would be very much at home in the world of the tempter, quoting scripture to their own purposes. Jesus rejects the false, outward signs of God’s favor in order to claim the true blessing on offer. It’s not just that he can quote scripture better than the devil; it’s that he understands what scripture is really for.
At this early point in his ministry, Jesus chooses to orient himself in a vision of God and the world that will ground him in a commitment not to power but to love. He will preach and teach and heal not as a magic trick to embellish his reputation; he will preach and teach and heal to bring God’s love to bear in all human relationships. As Jesus goes around Galilee people will grow better and kinder and healthier around him. People touched by him will touch others and so transform the world.
Just as Jesus began his 40 days of wilderness self-examination, so you and I now begin our 40-day walk together toward Easter. Are we going on this Lenten wilderness trip equipped for what will meet us, or are we trying to navigate life’s rocks in a flimsy pair of Gucci loafers? Jesus could conquer the desert alone, but you and I are not Jesus: we need each other—our families, our friends, and the church community with its sacraments, its teaching, its healing, its pastoral care, its fellowship—we need all of this and each other to make it through.
Lent and life are a wilderness journey. It is dangerous nonsense to think you should or can go it alone. God has given you and me each other as our essential outfitting for this path. Use these 40 days and their gifts to know yourself so you can love the world. It is easy to feel faint when facing life’s difficulties. Remember: God was with Jesus and will be there with you. And as you travel this rocky path, be sure to look for that canteen making its way up toward you as you navigate the trail beside the rocks. Amen.